HOLD

               Reasoning is the key to many. It makes them move forward. Not me. I don’t need logic asking me to hold on to good. It comes naturally to me. As far and away I try to run, they come behind me. I was seated on the crouch… Yet uncomfortable, as I was not being myself. Someone took advantage, He threw beacon. I had mayonnaise in my ass! Unlike the usual nothing else matters…
            I also had the Herculean task of crushing the rage in me. It always happens. And they think I am easy. Try to get in my brain, and I’ll castrate you! I wonder, what will happen if I charge? All I can think of is someone will lose their juice. Idle talk is contagious; it can end up in misery and also can end with no result. That is what causes the irritation also, can end up giving irritation and even pecking an argument.
           Maybe it is the human nature that is let to grow out of proportion, enhancing the verbal dialog hence overgrowth of misery. You can kill someone with nothing. Just tell them you’re an asshole… and they are out of your life. Hate is built around the previously likable object hence unconcerned attitude prevails. How I love that!